listenning to L. Garnier
since some years, since some days, looking for it, having her, without beliefs, just by living, by being there and here..
pursuing knowledge, pursuing the invisibility of things, matter and behind it, maybe i can have a glance at enlightenment, at possibles, at rarities, delightful moments..
con las andanzas, con la inspirante acción, darle caña
llenar la boca de aire
rajo la mejilla y en ese pitido dejar que se escapen los sabores,
el ardiente aliento y el recuerdo de su boca..
inspiro y la corriente me derriba..
todo se borra en mi intento de soledad, en mis combates mentales frente al vacío, ginungagap
me sigue lastrando el tiempo imparable
toco el agua, me refresca el saber me ahogo en el hacer,
encadenado a sus ritmos, a mis desganas, lentitudes, dejadeces, absuelvo mi pena
doy la revuelta, necesito volver
antes
antes de
si no vas al cine, vete ya!!
silence
cutting rewashing
desire of uncontrol exceeding
down in the abyss swim, and swim far far away, & now in the middle of the sea
melting with it, under sun's action
behind me everything's future
something happens
sometimes, one day is not just another one
feel the switch
enjoy an impulsive smile, peaceful, unharmed
express tea like
aroma of sweetness but i stay in limbo, still weak and leak
separating the forgotten, drowning my influences, my sentences,
sublevar arrematar asociar socio sucio saciedad jugo musgo sesgo siesta
really really something
experiment with joy, sorrow, pain, smile, verb, be life.
it's been hard days on the way back to myself. now i see the light again (?), so maybe i will post more often in the next weeks, i will or not...
from now on i'll try it in english, then be nice about all the mistakes and nonsenses i could eventually write, but anyway it's a try, i can switch to some other language anytime, nop?
since i'm travelling by the forest, the rain on my shoulders, the strong feelings, the sweet evenings, i breath deeply, healthier, sooner i will come again, and again, and again
